Do you ever find yourself staying up late and just getting lost in [deep] thoughts? I do this quite often. I think about a lot of things late at night; my past, my present, but especially my future. (It's currently 2:18 am by the way) Now normally this would be something that I would write down in my daily journal but I figured it could make for an interesting blog post instead.
My birthday is coming up and I'm turning 26... Dun Dun DUNNNNNNNN!!! I'm blessed to make it to 26. I have had a couple of friends who unfortunately passed before reaching this age so I'm thankful. However, I can't help but to feel kind of old. I'll be 26! Like..................... that's literally almost 30. Yikes. I can't even imagine. I remember being a teenager and thinking 30 was so far away and kind of old. HA! I'm about 30 and I wondering where the time went.
I was talking to my niece the other day and boy, can she talk a lot. We were talking about my birthday and she asked me something that really had me thinking. She asked, "Miracle, why aren't birthdays our own personal new years?" And I'm like... huh? And she says, "Why do we make resolutions and try so hard to start over on Jan 1? Shouldn't we do that on our birthdays, when it's a new year of age and growth for each of us?" I'm not sure if those were her exact words but the way she said it made so much sense. It's also crazy that she actually mentioned that as I was already thinking about everything that I wanted to do once I turned 26. I'm feeling very determined and motivated this year. I want my year of being 26 to be different from my year of being 25, 24, or 23.
I have goals that I would like to accomplish my 26th year. I really want a second job, I have been job hunting for a while now so hopefully I can land one soon. Also, I want to finish my master's program strong with nothing but A's. My initial goal was to graduate with honors but I already have 2 B's so that goal is an epic fail. I'm still proud of myself and even though I may not graduate with honors, my GPA is still pretty high. Another goal is to post more on my blog. I have a schedule of Sundays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays but sometimes I'll skip a day if I'm not feeling inspired. Let me know what kind of posts you are interested in. I had been asked to review movies and make challenge/haul videos. The videos, I can do but I rarely watch movies nowadays. It's hard for me to sit through them. I guess that's what happens when you get old.
What's been on your mind lately? Lets chat in the comments below.
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